I'm wishing that we have more time even though I know that time would have made parting even more difficult. I enjoyed the time. I was surprised at how easily the comfortable silences came.
I don't know of what's to come. I don't know what's different and I don't know what's the same. You siad that I've changed but I'd be interested to know how you think I have. You've changed too and I look forward to finding out the different ways.
My lips still tingle from your kiss. I can't wait to enjoy the taste and feel of you. I know - slowly slowly. I'm looking forward to that too. I'm in no hurry to rediscover the physical aspects of learning about you again. Okay I may be a little impatient.
It was difficult to walk away from you today however was not torn. It was the right and logical thing to do.
Yes, I don't know where this is going. Yes, I have a lot of questions that I don't have answers for. I'm actually okay with this, for the moment anyway.
This I think I know. I think I know how I feel about you. Part of this is based on part history, part is based on future dreams. I think I am prepared to let you close enough to hurt me. This may seem like a scary responsibility, but I hope you don't see it as such. It's a case of nothing ventured, nothing gained,
I do need to know about our past from your perspective. I'm confused because you seem to still have so many feelings for me. I'm determining this based on the way you looked at me, touched me and held me. Yes, I know that I don't remember a lot of things. I don't know if I've blocked them out. I do know that this is both a blessing and a curse. Bothing things for both of us.
I will work on remembering the important things. Today is a memory I'll keep treasured. The promise of something is appealing and attractive and the confirmation that for me it had never been over. It feels like I've been waiting for you to be ready again. I am a little worried that I am the one that went looking for you. Sometimes I feel that you are not ready to put your hand up. I don't know if you fear rejection or are just concerned with making me uncomfortable. Today should have shown you that I often know what you are thinking. Trust me to stop you if I don't feel comfortable. Trust me that if you don't risk being rejected, you also will never be accepted. You need to roll the dice to have a chance to win. Don't fear failure, fear the indifference that means you won't try.
When I am with you, I fell at home. It doesn't matter the distance that separates us as the feeling of being at home is an alluring one. When I am with you, I feel attractive and desirable. Feeling attractive and desirable is not something that I don't feel when I am not with you, it's more that I don't think about it.
It feels that no time has passed, but I can see that it has. You life's experience are shown on your face and in your eyes. When I am with you I feel like I'm twenty and everything is possible.