All about me
I want tonight to be all about me. It's my birthday drinks. I never make a big deal about having a party or having drinks. Tonight I celebrate my 30th birthday with friends and want it to be all about me. This is the first time ever that I am having a party. Usually I'm lucky if I can organise a cake.
The girls at work spoilt me today. I had icecream cake and honey joys and everyone sang. Tonight I wanted to go out and drink with my friends.
My best friend is driving tonight. He won't be drinking with me. It's be ages since we went out and had a big night together. Usually I drive, but tonight when I am prepared to take public transport so that I can drink, he does not want to.
No I understand his feelings, and I know that he wants to show his lover a good time. I am happy to share my birthday. I've shared it with my twin forever, and I am happy to share it with others. For once, just once I don't want to share the good time. I want it to be all about me. I feel bad for wanting this. I think it's time for another drink. Worst case, I'll just drown my sorrows by myself. I'm prepared to pay for it in the morning.
Happy Birthday to me...
The girls at work spoilt me today. I had icecream cake and honey joys and everyone sang. Tonight I wanted to go out and drink with my friends.
My best friend is driving tonight. He won't be drinking with me. It's be ages since we went out and had a big night together. Usually I drive, but tonight when I am prepared to take public transport so that I can drink, he does not want to.
No I understand his feelings, and I know that he wants to show his lover a good time. I am happy to share my birthday. I've shared it with my twin forever, and I am happy to share it with others. For once, just once I don't want to share the good time. I want it to be all about me. I feel bad for wanting this. I think it's time for another drink. Worst case, I'll just drown my sorrows by myself. I'm prepared to pay for it in the morning.
Happy Birthday to me...
I just want to wish them well.
My world is filled with peace. A friends longterm plan is about to come to fruition. He is about to see the one that he dreams of. I cannot wait to see the way he smiles when he is being watched. I cannot wait to see the way he smiles when he thinks that he is not being watched.
I hope that all the plans and all the dream and all the hopes come true. It is deserved. If there is anthing that I could do, I would do it to ensure that these couple of weeks work out well.
There will not be much time for me to do anything. I think that it will be a quick hello and a fast goodbye. The first time that I will meet his new love will be at my birthday bash on Friday night. I don't know if drinking is going to help. Perhaps it will just allow the true person to explode into the spotlight.
I am nervous about meeting this significant other, and this is not my significant other.
It will be good. I wish them well.
I hope that all the plans and all the dream and all the hopes come true. It is deserved. If there is anthing that I could do, I would do it to ensure that these couple of weeks work out well.
There will not be much time for me to do anything. I think that it will be a quick hello and a fast goodbye. The first time that I will meet his new love will be at my birthday bash on Friday night. I don't know if drinking is going to help. Perhaps it will just allow the true person to explode into the spotlight.
I am nervous about meeting this significant other, and this is not my significant other.
It will be good. I wish them well.
I love Christmas
It's all about the sense of excitment. It's about the scent of tinsel. It's about crazy hats. It's about eating too much. It's about hot hot days. It's about summer. It's about friends. It's about family. It's about beautifully wrapped gifts. It's about the thought of the gift or the message of the card.
Is it little wonder that I am constantly disappointed with Christmas? It's a little bit anti-climatic...
Is it little wonder that I am constantly disappointed with Christmas? It's a little bit anti-climatic...
Work is all I seem to do
I need to fix my sense of need or my need of being needed.
Repeat after reading this... "The world won't collapse without me, the world won't collapse without me, the world won't collapse without me..."
I know it's true, you know it's true.
Repeat after reading this... "The world won't collapse without me, the world won't collapse without me, the world won't collapse without me..."
I know it's true, you know it's true.
Baby's are born
Tonight I found out that my friend has given birth to her second child. She now has the perfect little family happening. She has a husband who loves her, a daughter that is growing into an inquisitive child from a beautiful toddler and a new baby boy. I am so happy for her. It amazes me how quickly she her life has changed.
She is one of my unchanging friends. She is the kind of friend that I give endless thanks for. Nothing changes, and yet nothing stays the same. She has changed and I have changed and yet all the good things in our friendship has not changed.
I cannot wait to see her at Christmas. I cannot wait to tease her husband. I cannot wait to tickle her daughter and I cannot wait to hold her son.
She is one of my unchanging friends. She is the kind of friend that I give endless thanks for. Nothing changes, and yet nothing stays the same. She has changed and I have changed and yet all the good things in our friendship has not changed.
I cannot wait to see her at Christmas. I cannot wait to tease her husband. I cannot wait to tickle her daughter and I cannot wait to hold her son.
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