Where am I? Today I realised that am here. On certain days here is everywhere that I want to be. Somedays here is nowhere and I can't escape. Like everything, there are things that I love about being here.
The here that I am talking about is the here and now. It's about who I am, where I am, where I live and where I go. It's about who I am going to be, where I am going to be and who I am going to be with. It's about what has shaped who I am, the events that have marked where I have been and the dreams that indicate what I should be working about.
With the everyday things, I am relatively happy. With the things that are from the past, I am resigned. With the things from the future, I am unsure and fairly unconcerned.
I want to work towards somewhere else. I want to work towards being more than I am. I want to find the someone I need to be with. I want to change my career path to feel more contented.
I need to make a list, stick it on the wall and tick it off as things are achieved. To do this I need to decide where I am now, where I have been and where I reall want to be.
I've got to find a focus. I've got to define my goals. I have to learn to be more that I am. It's about the little things that are missing. I will continue to look for them and hold them close when they are found.