Here I am, sitting in my pj's at 4pm, listening to my flat mate making coffee in the kitchen. I have my slippers on, the heater going and the window open. My mind is full of the songs that play in my headphones from my playlist of 6 or 7 songs that talk to me and must be repeated over and over again.
I sit here and know that I should be working on the things that I brought home to do. However, I am finding it hard to focus and do what needs to be done. I have done little bits and pieces all day. Some things have been crossed off my to do list, others are still there. I have a deadline... This week is kind of it. From Monday next week, I'm delivering the training that I have been working on for the last 18 months. I am far from done, but know that I will be working endless hours for the next week and all of next weekend. This known, I have been doing odd things around the house today. I was meant to go in to work, but decided that I did not want to. And now today is a little bit of a come down. Today is the anitclimax of yesterday.
Yesterday was filled with little adventures that were so much fun. Now I need to get on and do some work. So right now, I am going to stop playing on the Internet. I'm going to get myself another up of coffee, and get back to my document.
I do this knowing that I will give myself a break at 6 and at 8:30...
I am going to love this week.... I MUST GET IT ALL DONE...
Once all of this is over, I am going to spend some time on me!!!