Sad realisation.

I have made a choice to embrass my celebacy and my single state. Today I moved my bed against a wall. This is embracing my oneness. When there is a chance that there are going to be two people each getting out a different side of the bed, the bed must have space for each person to move freely. When there is only one side of the bed, then it is acknowledging the single state. I acknowledge my single status. I embrace my single status. My outward acceptance of this is rearranging my bedroom to provide me with extra space.

It's time I reclaimed my space for me.

Maybe it's time for some new artwork to go on the walls. There is now a lot of blank cream space that I need to cover, to decorate, to make beautiful, to own.

This realisation is not sad. I claim my life for it fits me. I claim my bed with only one side, because there is only me. The space in my bedroom is not mine. Mine for me.